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| 08:49am 28/12/2002 |
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why must people flood my comments page??? i mean, shit...if i thought the post was guna turn out like this i wouldent have posted it. >_<; |
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| 10:12pm 24/12/2002 |
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darkeNINgneo: yo
ididNotthinkahea: Yo, man.
ididNotthinkahea: What's up?
darkeNINgneo: nothin
darkeNINgneo: u?
ididNotthinkahea: Same old same old.
ididNotthinkahea: Work's been nuts.
ididNotthinkahea: As you can probably imgaine.
darkeNINgneo: yep
darkeNINgneo: so what'rey ou doin for christmas? lol
ididNotthinkahea: Going to Anne's family's house.
ididNotthinkahea: Anne's the girl my dad is dating, in case you forgot.
darkeNINgneo: oh cool
darkeNINgneo: what about after christmas...like some sort of i dunno....post christmas party?
ididNotthinkahea: I'm trying to clear one with my dad.
darkeNINgneo: who's goin if he says yes?
ididNotthinkahea: I'm still waiting on a fresh number.
ididNotthinkahea: He's uncertain as of so far.
ididNotthinkahea: You're invited if you want to come.
ididNotthinkahea: I just warn you I'm not too sure on if anyone besides myself bought you anything.
ididNotthinkahea: And we'll have to be quite quiet.
darkeNINgneo: mmhhhmm....so now i'm invited becaus e i confronted you about it?
ididNotthinkahea: See, that's why I didn't invite you to begin with. You've been bitter towards anything.
ididNotthinkahea: I mean, why bother coming if you're just gonna sit there like you did at Hooters?
ididNotthinkahea: Man, you can come. You're one of my best friends, but try to have so damned fun.
darkeNINgneo: i'm always bitter because i'm always excluded from things
ididNotthinkahea: And you're always excluded from things because you're bitter.
darkeNINgneo: but why oh why was i bitter to begin wth?
ididNotthinkahea: Dude, I never said this, but you have some major issues to work out with Grant.
darkeNINgneo: with*
darkeNINgneo: issues wit grant? dotell
darkeNINgneo: do tell
ididNotthinkahea: I dunno.
ididNotthinkahea: He always gives me shit.
ididNotthinkahea: I hate it.
ididNotthinkahea: It's one of the reasons I try to keep you two apart.
ididNotthinkahea: Problem is, without grant, I don't have Jay nor Antoinette.
ididNotthinkahea: And without Jay, I don't have Natalie or Diana.
ididNotthinkahea: And then I'd be doing the same thing I do now.
ididNotthinkahea: I mean, I've told you quite a few times recently that we should hang out.
ididNotthinkahea: So, don't turn this back on me.
darkeNINgneo: grant gives you shit about me?
ididNotthinkahea: Yeah.
ididNotthinkahea: He's just overprotective about Antoinette.
ididNotthinkahea: Stupid boyfriend garbage, really, but I'd rather that than a fight.
darkeNINgneo: it's not my fault he's insecure
darkeNINgneo: it's really not fair that i have to be dropped for grant
ididNotthinkahea: I never said it was.
ididNotthinkahea: Trust me, though. You're not missing much.
darkeNINgneo: that isn't the point
ididNotthinkahea: Antoinette and Grant screw around. Jay and Natalie cuddle. I hang outside and smoke.
ididNotthinkahea: Hang out in a nutshell.
darkeNINgneo: so what about joe
darkeNINgneo: and jessie
darkeNINgneo: why do you even have these "hang outs" if they suck so much?
ididNotthinkahea: Joe usually hangs out more with Jordon and stuff because he honestly can't put up with anyone besides myself and Diana.
ididNotthinkahea: DIana always works late.
ididNotthinkahea: And Jessie hasn't been hanging out with us too much lately.
ididNotthinkahea: I've been questioning that myself a bit lately.
ididNotthinkahea: I might switch over to school friends.
darkeNINgneo: ok
darkeNINgneo: that's all folks. |
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| The truth comes out |
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| 09:38am 24/09/2002 |
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mood:  depressed music: Its too early for music.
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I've decided im going to try and change...into somthing...other then what I am now....offcourse I dont exactly know what I AM now anyway so it may be a bit of a challenge, but hey what are ya gunna do...I'm sick of the way I am now...
Im trapped..
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| 09:29am 24/09/2002 |
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That post was supposed to be up two days ago, but due to LJs lack of a stable server, its not
->->-continue-->> |
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| ouchies my head hurts.... |
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| 09:27am 24/09/2002 |
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mood:  accomplished music: Tool-stinkfist
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Well that is weird...i just met some people that knew me andy joe and adam...none ofyou know and i haven spoken to em in a loooooong time...but anywho thats it for now...im tired...why am i so frigging tired all now...oh well good night... |
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| Yoinkers! |
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| 11:05am 10/09/2002 |
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Darkening Neo: whatcha doin?
ididNotthinkahea: Joe's grandma...in da butt.
Darkening Neo: ........ ......... ............... .......... ..........
ididNotthinkahea: And you?
Darkening Neo: ummm
Darkening Neo: recovering from shock sticken state
ididNotthinkahea: Of what?
Darkening Neo: you....joes grandmother....butt....::passes out::
ididNotthinkahea: It's the only hole on her that's still half way tight. |
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| Familiar |
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| 11:18am 03/09/2002 |
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Hmm I've seen this befor...oh yea...i was excluded again...I suppose Im not cool enough to hangout with everyone.
But whatever, I should be used to it now, considering it happens all the time...so why do I try? I dont know, it's so fucking annoying...
but whatever I got my point accross no sense in beating a dead horse... blah im going
-Chris |
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| .....For You |
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| 09:41pm 22/08/2002 |
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mood:  pissed off music: Staind-For You
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Well yesterday was quite the eventful day, i made a new record...Im quite pleased with myself
yesterday I got into a whole eleven main fights with my dad thatbranched off to a few more fights..but in anycase after he was done de-humanizeing me and admitting that i was a compleate fuck up to him....I went home i didnt really feel like posting about all this shit then, so I didnt.
Now this morning i got home from where i had to be...but offcourse the teacher forgot what i needed at home...so offcourse....I catch all the godamn flack for it..."you DID REMEBER to go today.....RIIIIIIIIIIIIIGHT?" "If I call the teacher hes gunna say you were there today?" sure dad go ahead and threatin me....fuckin asshole goddamnit I hate him. Then when the fight is over USUALLY i have to listen to him say sorry and listen to how hes always been there when i needed him and some other bullshit that he says just to redeem himself for what hes done....but not this time...he didnt say anything like that even though things sofend up a bit towards the end of the night...but whatever I ask myself if I would accept the bullshit that he gives me redeem himself if he ever tryed it this time...and no...I can't see myself accepting it at all.
Sure he didnt kick my mother and I out on the street when he cheated on her with his fucking girlfrined and moved out, but seriously, that was his fualt, not ours, he made the goddamn choice not me OR my mother.
So he really doesnt have a point cuz it all leads up to that...him leaveing, but whatever im tired of talking about him now, I' ve got other things to worry about other then his fucking attitude...
-Chris |
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| "The everyday life" |
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| 10:51am 21/08/2002 |
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mood: angry music: KoRn-Thoughtless
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Well, here i am again...slone with nothing to do, i suppose i should be getting used to it considering its been like this for a few weeks now...im tired of having to do things that are pointless and missing out on everything...its quite annoying and fusstrighting for that matter.
I got into another fight with my dad today....surprise surprise and offcourse he caplains that i dont talk enought and i keep everyting inside like my mother...but then i actually told him a few things....and he took them lightly like they should just roll of my back.......fuck him...so whatever...
so anyway i ate dinner over his house becuase i felt bad saying no....and then i found out that i missed out on a gettogether cuz i felt bad for someone that just yelled at me and dehuminized me a few hourse befor...so yes its true....nice guys DO infact finnish last...and if your going to try and prove me wrong...go for it...im pretty sure i can shoot it down one way of another.... |
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| 01:47pm 18/08/2002 |
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mood: Guess number two, Hotshot music: KoRn-Lies
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Why am i going through so many gdamn emotion changes?....and no its not what your thinking Joe so dont say it....Im suddenly getting pissed off at every little thing that would normaly just roll of my soldiers and go into the little box in the back of my head where i keep all those thoughts that i dont want to think about, but it seems that. that box is overflowing...and everything is coming out onlky 2X as worse....
I go out of my way most of the time for....most people and dont get anything in return.....oh wait i get a bunch of bullshit throw at me...I do somthing nice people jump at the first inperfection they can find...just to say it cuz it would make everony laugh..."Chris you cant take it, Chris is the only one wearing light colors, Chis looks so goofy" argh!! FUCK!!!! I HATE PEOPLE! |
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| 01:47pm 18/08/2002 |
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mood: Guess number two, Hotshot music: KoRn-Lies
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Why am i going through so many gdamn emotion changes?....and no its not what your thinking Joe so dont say it....Im suddenly getting pissed off at every little thing that would normaly just roll of my soldiers and go into the little box in the back of my head where i keep all those thoughts that i dont want to think about, but it seems that. that box is overflowing...and everything is coming out onlky 2X as worse....
I go out of my way most of the time for....most people and dont get anything in return.....oh wait i get a bunch of bullshit throw at me...I do somthing nice people jump at the first inperfection they can find...just to say it cuz it would make everony laugh..."Chris you cant take it, Chris is the only one wearing light colors, Chis looks so goofy" argh!! FUCK!!!! I HATE PEOPLE! |
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| 01:20pm 17/08/2002 |
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mood: take a guess music: ...
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Well just came back from a "party" glad to know ryan and all of his lame ass friends had a good time...me and other people ended up getting dicked over.....
And if your thinking "Well you dont need alcohol to have fun" stop and think...thats not what im complaining about....they come in...shut off the music treat us like were some sort of rejects and segrigate everything....well i should be used to that...it happend all fucking day to me...oh its personal oh its this oh ou cant hear this.....even though the majority of the people know whats going on...im sick of this bullshit...people call me their friends and they dont trust me enough to keep a secret fuck that....
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| 01:55pm 10/08/2002 |
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What is my spectrum? I am red: My main color is red. This means I am goal oriented. Success is important to me. Achievment is the marker of a great life. | . |
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| Will Chris Survive A Pit Match Against Clinton And Bush? | |
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| 01:30pm 10/08/2002 |
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mood: Sad....for someone else music: ummmmm i dont know...whos on first?
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| Book Worm Meter for Chris | | Shut In 49% | | 51% Out Of The House |
| Intellectual 77% | | 23% Moron | | High Attention Span 95% | | 5% Low Attention Span | | Bookitude 57% | | 43% Book Burner | | Book Worm 69.5% | | 30.5% Bug Stomper |
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That seems a bit inaccurate |
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| Road Test |
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| 11:39pm 05/08/2002 |
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mood:  thirsty music: Natcho Man Music...dont you read?
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I PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I PASSED!!!!!!!! w00t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ::turns on Natcho man music and dances::
ok im tired im going to sleep
-Chris |
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| 12:56am 02/08/2002 |
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Hmm those of you that have taken the quiz in my profile.... question number 8 asks what i stryd for in life... well it IS beating the shit out of danny with a baseball bat...for those of you that picked that one..... |
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| When the WALLS come tumbleing down |
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| 02:35pm 31/07/2002 |
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mood:  stressed music: Staind-Tomrented
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And thats that....my friend tryed to commit scuicide....slit his wrists and poped some pills...that just a load off m soldiers right now...as if i needed more to worry about right now...ill have to see if hes doing ok tomrrow...one of my good friends is there...and my moms in there too...he might die...she might lose her foot i ahve the pressure of the stupid drivers test from my fuckin dad...life couldent get ANY better right now...not ANY FUCKING BETTER!!!!!!!!!! ::sarcasm anyone? whatever...this sucks.....
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